wishes and kisses

So I'm going to get kind of mushy and personal and cheesy right now...
So brace yourselves.
Guys, Holt and I have been together for about 5 months now.
And I'm  not even sick of him.
At all.
Each and every day I find that I like him more and more and more.
It's the craziest thing for me.
I like him for his flaws.
Who in the heck likes people for their flaws????
This is the longest and best relationship I have ever been in.
And I think that's because we are so entirely different and it was 1000000% unexpected.
It makes things exciting and interesting and something to look forward to every day.
It's a weird feeling, finally getting to know someone you've thought you've  known for 6 years.
It's like...
Re-reading your favorite Harry Potter book and realizing you missed 129 of it's incredible pages.
And just thinking about how far we've came...
How far he has opened up to me.
I don't think anyone can really understand.
I'm just so happy.
I've had no regrets and being with him is the best thing ever.
I wouldn't change anything that has happened for the world.
It has all worked out how it was supposed to be.
It amazes me sometimes really.
I could probably write like a mile long blog post about this..
But I am restraining and holding back a lot.
Like how on Friday night he took me out to get pie shakes and we sat and talked and talked and talked and I couldn't finish mine all the way so he helped me out..
And how we drove down to the canyon afterwards and looked off into the river and had amazing conversations and we saw a shooting star and made wishes and shared kisses..
And how it was like we were in a movie and I was the happiest girl in the world and  now that is one of my most favorite moments in the world.
And how we drove around town for hours and laughed and joked and hoped and smiled and I thought to myself, I could do this every single night and I'd be perfectly fine with it..
And how he pulls me close and kisses my forehead and how we never get sick of being with each other.
You know, life is just good.

xoxo,
Bailey