You know when the thing that you want and the thing that you know you should want are entirely separate things?
When you almost contradict yourself by wanting something(or someone) you shouldn't and realizing that you actually do want to want that thing(or boy)?
When your heart and mind are telling you completely different things, but your not ready to admit which one is telling you what?
Your not willing to let go of the thing(boy) you know you shouldn't have because at the same time you actually do want it(him)? Or at least...you think you want it(him)?.... Or you think you don't want it(him)?
So you try to convince yourself that you don't want it(him)...but then you do want it(him)?
So you then try and convince yourself you do want it(him)...but then you actually don't?
And you spend time after time thinking about it over and over and over again and you are constantly at battle with yourself?
PS) Did that make any sense at all? Because if it did, you'd have to agree that it is a tad ridiculous.
So you then try and convince yourself you do want it(him)...but then you actually don't?
And you spend time after time thinking about it over and over and over again and you are constantly at battle with yourself?
PS) Did that make any sense at all? Because if it did, you'd have to agree that it is a tad ridiculous.
Bailey! I totally understand what you mean. But, in all decisions that you make...think of this.
ReplyDelete"The cause of most of man's unhappiness is sacrificing what he wants MOST for what he wants NOW."
-Gordon B. Hinkley
Seems like that makes things more difficult now but in the long run...it will make life loads easier...I don't know if this helps.....but there's my advice! <3
Becca you are a beaut.
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