transforming.

I've been figuring out my life more lately.
who I am.
who I have became.
who I want to be.
lessons I've learned.
changes I need to make.
things I want to do and see.
and in a way it has brought on this whole new excitement for me.
and I know without a doubt that when you are at your lowest, new things are about to happen.
life can get tough and frustrating and overwhelming..
but one thing I always know is that those time are allowing things to change.
trials give you an opportunity to be better than you were.
trials are a second chance.
a new opportunity to start over and become.
I think that is beautiful.
emotional, physical, spiritual trials...
they are all for your good.
even when they seem endless and like they are too much.
it sucks.
trust me, I know.
they can make you feel like "this is it."
and that is never the case.
there's always more to life.
and I don't know, i'm just glad we are supposed to figure out things by ourselves...
because someone can tell you something 100000 times, but until you are ready to accept it and learn it for yourself, it won't mean anything.
and i'm grateful for my Father in Heaven who is helped me even when I didn't recognize it.
I'm grateful that I know He loves me, and that I don't question that love.
I know He has a bigger plan for me...and that he wants me to be happy.
To me? That is such an important part of life I wish and hope everyone can relate to.
I have about a thousand things I want to say right now and my thoughts are all just so ridiculously jumbled (if you couldn't already tell).
which is good...but I just don't know how to get them all out..
so for now,
be yourself, do things that make you happy, be accepting of everyone, and be passionate.

xo
bailey