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lately I've found myself driving out in the country with my windows rolled down and john mayer blasting through the car. life just feels so different than it ever has before. it's almost like i'm living in the past and the future at the exact same time while still trying my best to live in the present. i'm thinking about things and trying not to think about things and it's just weird. i'm not happy i'm not sad i'm not angry i'm not excited i'm not anxious i'm not depressed...I just don't even know. it's almost like i'm living in 3rd person point of view these days.

xxx
bailey